Drained

I felt so emotionally drained tonight. I have felt this way before but tonight was different. I was aware of the feeling and what it was doing to me. It difficult to get it in check. I think I have done it though. I started by examining what I was going through. It was only then I was able to change my thinking.

Star Trek: TNG

I loved Data. His character was great. I wanted to be just like him. No emotions. I could imagine it. No one could insult me because I wouldn't understand. Personal problems: what are those? Absolutely stellar is what it would be. On certain days, I wondered why he even wanted to try to become more"human". Back when the show was on, I wondered that a lot. Days weren't overly fantastic. Now that I am coming out of a fog, I can slightly understand. The good feelings are worth it.

Concern

I am concerned. I wonder if people really listen to themselves. Or do we listen and believe everything we are told? We cannot say we are information illiterate. The Web provides enough info to last a lifetime. The trick is sifting through all the gunk. You need to believe in something or you'll fall for anything. Find what you believe. Gather all the information you need. Make a decision. Freeing isn't it.